I cannot write,
My words fail;
I cannot always offer,
My demanding senses sometimes prevail.
I cannot always be truthful,
Though I regret those lies;
I cannot smile forever,
I very often give up and cry.
I cannot create the perfect home,
There will be loopholes I know;
I might not give you the most beautiful baby,
I shall try very much though.
I cannot lose the love I was gifted,
I know I am a coward deep inside;
I shall be a loser in need of support,
More often than the strength by your side.
All this and much more in hiding,
I conceal from your sharp probing eyes;
I just bared the secrets of my soul to you,
Just stay and listen to its silence…don’t ever utter that last Goodbye.
